Caught in a Bad Romance

I am simply gonna fail badly for my MT..
Tis is the fact although i am encouraging tt i can slightly pass MT..
I am studying for MT tis few days..
With the book/Notes in my hand reading..~
I will be jus telling myself,i dun understand??? What word is tis?
WTF?wHY gt such complicated word?
I keep on force myself to read those books/notes...
I wil say i absorb some for sure and learn quite alot new words thru U esp!
My MT is better den b4 by a little cuz last time even basic words i cant even understand/read..Sad for me ritE?
However i am not so sad cuz is MT i am WEAK not Math/Sciences
AND MT even i do badly it does not influence wat courses i taking at poly..
I am GLAD tt my MATH/SCIENCES + other sub are good..But nt ENG..
My whole mind go
[~~~How!! MT O lvl next monday..Ard 4 days more only!! So much tings i duno =(]
I am kind of like ZI BEI =(
When studying MT den i know i didnt know alot of words..
When i reach home at night i told my mum...
"Seriously i am gone for MT i everyting also duno"
She provided me some help by reading and explaining some words for me..
It has been long since she ever did tt..
She end off with "Your MT like tt sure CMI de.."
I never have high hope for MT ever b4 unlike all other subjects...
I jus hope MIN i get a PASS grade/ Jus SLIGHTLY FAIL
MAX i can get near B4 i would be happy le..
Even the SUB i hate most i didnt tink of FLUNK it/Not studying..
Put the STUPID MT brain Away!
Today was HAPPY+ a little disappointed =(
BIO OK la 38/50 =76% A1 le..
Quite happy although i aiming ard 40..
Disappointed de is my Computer Studies =(
Even Mr.Kumar Said he would expect 70/80
I get only 60/80...See the paper was sad sia..
So many CARELESS here and there..IS super stupid de careless
If nt i would get 65/80 MIn..
Anyway 60/80 = 75% jus nice A1
Aiming ard 70 too..NVm..Work hard the other time..
for those who didnt do as well as u expect..Try agn!
I tink Bio and CS i am top also ba..
CUZ!! Pple are not studying give in to me!
Left with last SUB=GEO! Omg...Cant imagine hw many pple fail...
I aim for a B3 grade and i tink i am able to achieve it.
Stop criticizing pple's work la..!
U didnt even do it still wanna criticize pple's work
dun u feel embarrassed? Shameful!
Why not u jus reflect on it?
Cant wait for MT "O" lvl to end ASAP!!
Cuz after tt i can go for soccer liao!
Enjoy the time we played soccer tgt
Laughters filled the air =)
I am afraid tt i disappoint u despite all those help u have given..
If i really do.. Sorry i am alr trying my very best =(

-Min Xuan-(Struggling Badly)

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