Caught in a Bad Romance

I thought i will be freed from boredom with
those work schedule, CCAs, Lessons.

But it's not.
Strolling at my work place for like 6 hours everyday,
starring at the time tt wont run.
There's still a month more to go.
Wat to do? ENDURE!

Anyway, quite a few of those dreams i had
before came back.

There's one tt is so fun but it will never ever happen.
It's not realistic at all but seriously the feelings
was beyond description.
It's like i am having some super power.
Okay, u can say tt i am childish but i lik tt.
In my whole entire life, i dun think i can have such fun.
Woke up with all smile but it will all be wept off
once i get down my bed.
I missed those feelings and that dream.

Another one tt is abt friends.
My eyes started to welled if i thought of them
for more den a min.
Those frens i will never forget.
The dream always bring me to the
past situation when we laugh and have fun.
Make it easy, i can only miss them.

Seriously, please give me some hint.
To go forward/remain/retreat.
How can i satisfy a anything person?

I have not discovered any talent/interest yet.
What is my interest?
Only maths?
My talent?
Nothing?

But luckily i'm clear abt my love.

Mx-3.02am

I want your love @ 10:33 AM

I don't wanna be friends!